January 2012
1000 meter run…anything distance really
December 2011
they’re big enough for me not to want to share the answer
Today I ran a 1000 meter race and for four hours I waited for it to start. During that four hours I couldn’t calm myself down, I’ve ran this race before, and I started hyperventilating. All I could think of when I was waiting to run is *why did I do this to myself?* The feeling of nausea wouldn’t go away, when the gun shot I just couldn’t bring myself to run faster. First lap around, then I’m on the second and I try to pass someone and I do but she comes up on my right and starts to elbow me to get in front, sadly it worked. I came in second to last today. I will make sure this wont happen again, I wont let my lack of self control take over my body, I’ll do better then I have next time and I will get a better time then that girl that was elbowing me did.
must run harder and go to the gym